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The Toast of Despair

by Voltairine de Cleyre

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We have cried⁠—and the Gods are silent; We have trusted⁠—and been betrayed; We have loved⁠—and the fruit was ashes; We have given⁠—the gift was weighed.
We know that the heavens are empty, That friendship and love are names; That truth is an ashen cinder, The end of life’s burnt-out flames.
Vainly and long have we waited, Through the night of the human roar, For a single song on the harp of Hope, Or a ray from a day-lit shore.
Songs aye come floating, marvelous sweet, And bow-dyed flashes gleam; But the sweets are Lies, and the weary feet Run after a marsh-light beam.
In the hour of our need the song departs, And the sea-moans of sorrow swell; The siren mocks with a gurgling laugh That is drowned in the deep death-knell.
The light we chased with our stumbling feet As the goal of happier years, Swings high and low and vanishes⁠— The bow-dyes were of our tears.
God is a lie, and Faith is a lie, And a tenfold lie is Love; Life is a problem without a why, And never a thing to prove.
It adds, and subtracts, and multiplies, And divides without aim or end; Its answers all false, though false-named true⁠— Wife, husband, lover, friend.
We know it now, and we care no more; What matters life or death? We tiny insects emerge from earth, Suffer, and yield our breath.
Like ants we crawl on our brief sand-hill, Dreaming of “mighty things,”⁠— Lo, they crunch, like shells in the ocean’s wrath, In the rush of Time’s awful wings.
The sun smiles gold, and the planets white, And a billion stars smile, still; Yet, fierce as we, each wheels towards death, And cannot stay his will.
Then build, ye fools, your mighty things, That Time shall set at naught; Grow warm with the song the sweet Lie sings, And the false bow your tears have wrought.
For us, a truce to Gods, loves, and hopes, And a pledge to fire and wave; A swifter whirl to the dance of death, And a loud huzza for the Grave!
Philadelphia, 1892 .

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